| CrackCTRocker ( @ 2004-08-24 23:59:00 |
| Current mood: | Blank |
Is this what life is about? This trend? This repeating pattern.
...
This repeating pattern of what?
I'm not so sure anymore.
I'm not so sure of anything anymore.
My life, My decisions.
Happiness and Chemical Gateways?
...
I'm drawing blank...
Nothing accomplished.
Seeing my friends succeed in so many, ways where I have failed so many times.
I wonder sometimes. What's real? What is life?
...
I'm miserable, yet content at the same time..
Masochist maybe?
No.
I don't know who I even am anymore.
hm.